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WOW.
cityfeild&BUCKFUCKING65 this saturday nite,
holyspecial evening. wow.
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[04 Jun 2006|12:22am] |
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the stills. |
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i remember the
table, the drapes, and the window
most of all,
i can remember my mother smililing
worn out and faded
more than anything
she wanted us to be happy
she was right,
it's better to be happy if possible
my outside ached, my inside stung
my mother,
the poor fish, staging eternal
charades and parades,
for the raging inferno
wanting to be happy, beaten all the while
asking me always
"why don't you ever smile?."
and she'd show me
how to do it,
mother and wife
it was the saddest smile i ever saw
in my whole life
it hurt worse than death
but for her sake i tried
as my mother smiled.
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[01 Jun 2006|12:44am] |
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when finally set free. |
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today is my 19th birthday.
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[20 May 2006|11:44pm] |
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so yesterdayyy |
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i saw the most beautiful guy i`ve ever seen in my life before
and i know i say that about like every guy i have ever seen but holy shit
he wins
tomorrow nite we`re camping outside the metro center
dumbest/coldest/dumbest/coldest/_________@$@#%#@^!%!@% idea in the world? betta believe it
see you on the flip side if i don`t die
nyuk nyuk nyuk nyuk
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| 29 days |
[19 May 2006|05:41pm] |
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(acoustic) don`t slow down |
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today was spent with a lot o` feeny, card board kraft din-din, watered down poopy pudding, and choking on pop-corn. thanks bradley, you`re my boy, legere. you`re my boy.
i don`t miss anyone anymore. i`m pretty content, and i`m hoping it`ll stay this way. i`m doing good right now, to answer your question steve. hey look, i`m gonna spell cookies right. see?!? huh huh huh huh? :):):)
me and kelsey ate tooooo much cookie dough last nite and i (almost) ate a whole bucket of cheese and chippos. helloooo monday diets.
sometime this week andrew`s gonna take my cd player apart with me. (oh goddd....) i`m sure operation save meaghann`s straylight run cds is going to be a disaster seeing as we`re two big girls.! yayuh. i`m going CRAZY with-out my cd player#%$*!@%#$&*%*#$#%#@. gahhhk...
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[17 May 2006|10:27pm] |
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SO GOOD ! |
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dcfc |
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OH MY SHIT.
HILARY DUFF IS COMING
TO TOWN.
!!!!!!!!!
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| i loved him..... |
[19 Apr 2006|11:59pm] |
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heart-broken. |
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martina sorbara. |
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and just last nite i said that i have never lost anyone close to me.
he was the brightest fire fly in my jar...
to me, he was perfect.
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[15 Apr 2006|06:08am] |
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"people don't fall in love with what's right in front of them.
people want the dream -- what they can't have.
the more unattainable, the more attractive."
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| the first time i heard you say my name |
[22 Mar 2006|06:48pm] |
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feeling left out ^%$* enough about me |
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does anyone honestly know anything about me?
like seriously...
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| IGNORE THAT SINKING FEELING, |
[30 Feb 2006|11:41pm] |
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COPELAND |
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omg __!#!$!@%#&^this thing is toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute :):):):):):):)
hello my name is ______.
i've known meaghannnnnnn for ______.
my relationship to meaghannnnnnn is: _____.
if i could describe meaghannnnnnn in one word: _____.
one thing i'd change about meaghannnnnnn is: ______.
one thing i'd never change about meaghannnnnnn is: _______.
the first words we spoke to each other were: ______.
when did we meet? ______
where did we meet? ______.
i love meaghannnnnnn because ______.
i hate meaghannnnnnn because ______.
could our relationship improve? _____.
why? _______.
have we ever fought?
if yes, why? _____.
meaghannnnnnn really is ______.
meaghannnnnnn loves ______.
meaghannnnnnn hates ______.
this one time, meaghannnnnnn and i _____.
holy crap! ______.
the truth is ______.
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[29 Feb 2006|06:53pm] |
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THURSDAY |
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we do the best we can in a small town ; act like kids in love when the sun goes down.
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| TAPANGA MEANS NOTHING!!! |
[04 Feb 2006|02:19am] |
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tonite, tonite |
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okay so a girl can dream can't she?
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[13 Jan 2006|01:53am] |
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LISTENTOMEIMTELLINGYOU |
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NOTHINGASSHOLICENOUGH |
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you`re so hit and miss, and thats so ninety three.
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[09 Jan 2006|11:54am] |
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ONETRICKPONY |
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well thats oh-fucking-kay because you have an ugly hair cut. and you think you know everything when you fucking don't. and you need to go back from wherever the fuck you came from. and you're a fucking liar. and have fun now while you use people, because you're going to die alone while everyone dances love around your head buried in your hands, so booyah. and you're nothing special so soak up this attention you are all getting now because its only going to last until they go back to whoever they paid attention to first. and you're a copy of a copy of a copy. and you're getting fat. and your hair is really ugly, it drives me insane.
you make me sick,
you make me sick,
you make me sick,
you make me sick,
you make me sick,
you make me sick,
no one will see much of me anymore because the people i surrond myself with are fucking whores and my head is going to pop off. so GOOD BYE.
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[01 Jan 2006|01:59am] |
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UNREACHABLE |
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how about no drama this year, kids?
OH YEAH THATS RIGHT. i'm one half of team drama
me and k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-k-kristen are official members because you guys are a bunch of fucking bitches
ryan cabrera didn't even show up or call last nite
WHAT AN ASSHOLE
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[04 Dec 2004|08:56pm] |
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__________unspokenwords |
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i don`t think people understand mine and shanes friendship.
not like i care , but i just don`t think they realize what we had , and still have.
everyone has something different special with who ever else , so don`t try to include yourself into what another has.
THANKS BYE.
don`t tell one of my best friends , that you are one of my best friends , and then you "forget that you`re all about someONE else and you just cannot hangout tonite" ; because i`m not putting up with it anymore. i`ve been more then subtle with the lot of you fuckers in relationships who have been doing this to me and everyone else , and i`m not fucking putting up with it anymore. i`ll bring the fucking drama and slowly ruin your life , so don`t fucking try to pull shit because ITS NOT GOING DOWN ANYMORE. i`m not that same fucking naive little girl who refuses to see the bad in people. and you wuld know this , IF YOU WERE AROUND. and don`t think by giving me a hug and messaging me and "laughing" at everything i say is going to make it better. because i can see right thru you.
today @ work, chris pyke told me i looked like kyle burnett. thaaaaaaaaaanks.
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